Prelude song

Lately, I have been preparing for my interview/presentation that I must do in order to move up in management food chain. To keep me insprired, I have been thinking of songs that put me in my place. One of those songs is The Warrior by Scandal feat. Patty Smyth. Its one song that I originally though was sung by Pat Benatar but actually was done by this group Scandal back in the 80's. So without further ado, here are the lyrics and hope that you can go sing it to me in a audioblog or something.

Warrior

You run, run, runaway it's your
Heart that you betray
Feeding on your hungry eyes
I bet you're not so civilized
Isn't love primitive a wild gift
You wanna give
Break out of captivity
And follow me stereo jungle child
Love is the kill your heart's still wild

Shootin' at the walls of heartache
Bang, bang, I am the warrior
Yes I am the warrior
And heart to heart you win
If you survive the warrior, the warrior

You talk, talk, talk to me
Your eyes touch me physically
Stay with me, we'll take the night
As passion takes another bite

Oh, who's the hunter
Who's the game
I feel the beat call your name
I'll hold you close in victory
I don't wanna tame your animal style
You won't be caged
From the call of the wild...

Managing Me

One of the things that I miss is having time to do things. I am at work over 12 hours a day this week. Its getting too hard to spend time with my fiance especially when she really needs me to be there. I have never had to plug her into my organizer to accomodate her needs but now I am forced to. The workload is starting to get demanding that I need to delegate my own work to other people. This management trials are starting to pull me all over the place. I have a presentation to perpare for and I need time to research all the material. Hopefully, Dot can be understanding for these things. Like what the priest said to us last week in our pre cana meeting, we need to set aside time spent together. Its important for family and friends to see that we can still put time in ourselves as well as for family. It will keep us together and not thinking twice about our relationship.

Question Sexuality

Sometimes I question my sexuality. Am I hetero or homo? I like name brand clothing and I usually wait around for the price to come down on something before I purchase it. Before I met my fiance, I would complement my lady friends about how great their clothes look. A few of my gay friends have admitted that they had been attracted to me until they found out I am straight. Then suddenly out of the blue I got an old friend's email address both of us decided to play email tag. On the last one he sent he admitted to me that he has come out of the closet! So now I am pondering the question am I gay or not?

On the flipside, I like women, I have never had a gay experience. I leave my underwear and socks all over the place like a squirrel hides his nuts. My fiance has complained about my nocturnal activities of looking at naked women in Pr0n sites. I often have an urge to shift gears when I feel uncomfortable.

So where do I stand? In the blue section or the magenta aisle? Theres only one thing that keeps me from going there. When I come to think about if I would want someone to violate me from back there, I am 100 percent opposed to it! So I guess I'm not gay after all.

Caution, man spying all centers

Good news in the work front. We have a new district manager by the name of Larry. What would I do if I were Larry? I would be scoping the centers for things that need to be corrected. Keeps the team on their toes and its also good to know stuff that nobody ever tells you about.

Looks like I will need to clean out some dirty laundry.

Ciao for now.

Cheat dreams

My fiance had a nightmare last night. She said that she dreamt that I was cheating on her. She woke me up and asked me if it were true.

I said: "Now, why would I want to cheat on you? I'm getting too old to be a player and plus I am starting to bald and I have a slight beer gut. Who in their right mind would get attracted to me?" My fiance just smiled and gave me a hug and we cuddled.

Its kind of weird that she would dream about such a thing. I must admit that with a past like mine who would want to think that I would have changed? Quite frankly, I ran into a friend of mine from college by the name of Armand. He said that he remembers those New Year parties he and I attended at the Neri house. He also told me about the time I was being fought over by two women!

I just want to say that all that is in the past and that my fiance has nothing to worry about. Not to say that I will at times look at another woman just to check her out. After all, I am a man but my days for being a "player" is just no more.

I am the bomb in plotting!

As usual I am up late trying to get a project completed. It required about 44 feet of paper material. A quick glance at my plethora of paper rolls I saw a roll labeled 44 feet! Do I have just enough to complete this job and go home? Yes indeed I do! The project plotted itself on the printed and I had just about an inch of paper left as the whole roll came out of the plotting machine. Whew! talk about close and talk about being resourceful. No waste here!